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I'm so sad all. Today is the day that I am leaving school. I have officially left college. Ended my first year as a freshman. Depressed as hell. Needed to write something, something with feeling. I'll just let my alter ego have her say in the matter.
Disclaimer: The characters are not mine. Just playing with a thought in my head.
Timeless
by kelsey
I saw you.
At least I believe I saw you there.
It was like a dream.
The colors were vivid.
Rainbows.
Everywhere.
A symbol of our destiny.
You were happy.
Still.
Beautiful.
Perfect.
And you...
You...
It's not the same.
The colors start to fade.
What was bright is now dull.
I can feel the clouds coming over.
A nasty thunderstorm.
Your mouth moves but nothing comes out.
I feel like I'm floating and I'm waiting for you to catch me.
But you won't.
You won't.
You won't allow yourself to do so for fear of being hurt.
I know that I've done things in the past but you can trust me now.
"I've changed."
You look at me with this anguished look on your face.
You don't believe me, do you?
What do I have to do?
Tell me.
Tell me and I will.
Don't go!
Please stay!
I promise..
I promise I'll be good this time...
I swear it!
Please don't leave me again.
I don't think my heart could take it.
You look at me again.
Is that sadness I see?
Regret?
I'm helpless.
Sinking.
Drowning.
Help me!
It's choking me.
I can't breathe.
I can't see.
I can't see!
Where are you?
Touch me.
A simple touch, an embrace, a sign, anything.
Your face is frozen.
Unspoken words pass between us.
My heart hurts.
I reach out to you for you to take my hand but you just simply stare at it.
I can imagine your thoughts right now.
Take it.
Don't take it.
I wait patiently for you to decide.
I could wait forever if you wanted me to.
Time is of no importance.
It could stand still for all I care.
I don't want to be anywhere except with you.
Only you.
"I can't...and you know why."
I look into your eyes.
Lost in them, searching to find the truth.
I know what you say is right.
I feel it but I fight it.
Why can't you do the same?
I won't say it aloud.
Fated to be together.
Destined to be apart.
But I can't accept it.
We stand there looking at each other until finally one of us walks away.
"Goodbye."
The tears are in your eyes.
"I love you."
I will cry if you don't say it back. I hold my breath.
"I love you too", you whisper.
And then you disappear.
We're back to our mind games again for another day.
But I will wait for you.
I promise.
Time is on my side.
Hopefully you will be with me too.
What else is there left to say?
end
Disclaimer: The characters are not mine. Just playing with a thought in my head.
by kelsey
I saw you.
At least I believe I saw you there.
It was like a dream.
The colors were vivid.
Rainbows.
Everywhere.
A symbol of our destiny.
You were happy.
Still.
Beautiful.
Perfect.
And you...
You...
It's not the same.
The colors start to fade.
What was bright is now dull.
I can feel the clouds coming over.
A nasty thunderstorm.
Your mouth moves but nothing comes out.
I feel like I'm floating and I'm waiting for you to catch me.
But you won't.
You won't.
You won't allow yourself to do so for fear of being hurt.
I know that I've done things in the past but you can trust me now.
"I've changed."
You look at me with this anguished look on your face.
You don't believe me, do you?
What do I have to do?
Tell me.
Tell me and I will.
Don't go!
Please stay!
I promise..
I promise I'll be good this time...
I swear it!
Please don't leave me again.
I don't think my heart could take it.
You look at me again.
Is that sadness I see?
Regret?
I'm helpless.
Sinking.
Drowning.
Help me!
It's choking me.
I can't breathe.
I can't see.
I can't see!
Where are you?
Touch me.
A simple touch, an embrace, a sign, anything.
Your face is frozen.
Unspoken words pass between us.
My heart hurts.
I reach out to you for you to take my hand but you just simply stare at it.
I can imagine your thoughts right now.
Take it.
Don't take it.
I wait patiently for you to decide.
I could wait forever if you wanted me to.
Time is of no importance.
It could stand still for all I care.
I don't want to be anywhere except with you.
Only you.
"I can't...and you know why."
I look into your eyes.
Lost in them, searching to find the truth.
I know what you say is right.
I feel it but I fight it.
Why can't you do the same?
I won't say it aloud.
Fated to be together.
Destined to be apart.
But I can't accept it.
We stand there looking at each other until finally one of us walks away.
"Goodbye."
The tears are in your eyes.
"I love you."
I will cry if you don't say it back. I hold my breath.
"I love you too", you whisper.
And then you disappear.
We're back to our mind games again for another day.
But I will wait for you.
I promise.
Time is on my side.
Hopefully you will be with me too.
What else is there left to say?
end
