Why must we play these games that we do, to always hide our true feelings from even our self,

Fearful of what the truth may bring to hide my true feelings in the dark like some dirty little secret is something I do not wish to do but I must for now.

So we play these games of I run and you chase until that one perfect day when I can shout out my true feelings for you from the rooftops for then you will have realized that we have won true freedom as long as we are together,

I pray that day will be soon till then my love for you grows more and more each day for you my one and only true love and soul mate for now and ever more.

As he lifted the pen of the paper and closed his diary, his face showed such a sad and distant look. Oh how Jarod longed to send it to her, like his heart begged him to but he dare not for his in his mind he knew now wasn't the right time.

So Jarod placed the diary back into his bag and then reached over to where his cell lay and pressed a button which dialed a familiar number.

"What" Miss Parker's familiar greeting could be heard down the line and for a brief moment he would be whole again.