uhh,nice dark and angsty...and saaad. I like it a lot! Paints the MissP character-picture swwwwell! ;-) Of course I would've expected nothing less from you. :-) Only thing that I (always) have trouble with is associating MissP with suicide. To me it just doesn't suit her...not even thinking about it. BUT after reading this story I wonder why I was thinking that way. You portait such a sad and indepth picture of her that it seems pretty plausible for someone in her position to pull the trigger. Really makes me re-think my view of her character a bit. Which, so far,no-one has accomplished who wrote a MP-suicide,or suicide-realted ff.
So GREAT job!!!

Great piece, very insightful.  But how does it end, or does it.

In the series they often let us to believe she hung on for answers to her own questions. I think it was a combination. Maybe after having already learned some of those answers, that the piece of her that was like her mother kept her going. 

Great job, very well done.  a good story is sometimes not one that we automatically agreed with but one that made us think! Well, you did that for me. Thank you.